It's been a hard. I'm not going to lie, I haven't worked out very often. I don't eat right everyday. I am tried, not motivated, and frankly down. But God has been working on me a lot this past year. I have had a lot of trails...mostly personal. So I have been using food, for comfort. Feeling fat and ugly has caused me to want to eat more...to punish who? Me? Logical right? I finally did my 2011 goal...we did the jingle bell run. While I LOVED IT and hope to do it regularly I was also faced with the challenge of hurting my foot and being unable to run, or even walk for a few days. 2 weeks later it's a little sore, but I could hit the treadmill....I just haven't yet. :( For some reason I have been able to trust God with most everything but my health. So foolish. I don't know why I can't seem to give it all over to Him. Maybe I have been so focused on fixing everything in so many areas...this getting/being healthy somehow made it to the very bottom of my list. While I do get support, I don't feel like I get the type of support that I am really seeking. I wish I could have the kind of support that I need from the people I need it from most. I realize even while I write this that I really need to focus on Christ and Him alone. Man fails, God never has nor will He. So, tomorrow is a new day. While it holds it's own challenges. I can do anything with Christ!
Philippians 4:13 "I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me."
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